I just want to write this letting everyone thats on my friends list know they have influenced me. Theres no word nor amount of words that can tell you how much I thank you and hope for the best for everyone. I know we've all had our ups and downs whether it is between you and I on a personal level or for you in your personal life. I understand that posting this right now is kinda cheezy (hey what can I say? I like the mac n' chese ) but please know that this is comming form my heart. Theres zillions of things that I can say to each and everyone of you but I don't have the time nor the energy to do it, just like I know you don't really feel like reading anyone elses but yours (unless your a jealous type and have to see if what I write about you is better then anyone elses but whatever ; ])

Ever since '03 we've had fire happening in October. In my (and the few of you I know) birth month. But by far the year most of us turn 18 has been one hell of an interesting one. Many things has happened for me even before the fires started. Like wise, I know many things have happened you as well. Whether it's moving out of town to go to school, getting (or quitting) a job, obtaining your licenses, or just going to college. I know not all of us are doing something to help the cause, I am guilty of this too, but I do want to say we should help out. I plan on going down to Qualcom tomorrow (Tuseday) and seeing what I can do to help (if anyone wants to or even thinks they might contact me and aybe we can car pool). We can't forget how fortunate we are to have what we have. From people drowning in a tsunami in the East to people buring here in the West, we knwo we have it good when we wake up eeryone morning and only look at what happened topeople on tv while we sist on our comfy couches and drink our Starbucks thinking 'How horrible. I wish I could help but I need to do my things first. Oh well' ....maybe not exactally that but....I think we all know what I mean.

I guess what I'm trying to say through this whole bulletin is this: you can do whatever you want, as long as you believe you can. "Whether you think you can or you can't, your right." that really applies to s right now. I love you all so much and I thank every moment we have with each other. From laughin our asses of in class over mishearing someone sing a tune from the Clash wrong to fighting with your best friend over something that in retro spect isn't worth loosing them over. Without you and every sentence we exchanged in the course of our lifetime together, I would not be the girl...the person....the friend I am today. If I were to die tomorrow I want all of you to know....

You cant steal my stuff and hauk it on eBay!! XD kKdding!...(Seriously don't steal my stuff.....)

Thank you. We don't say it everyday between us because we expect each other to be there tomorrow. My dads friend died today from a heart attack. This friday was going to be his last day working...only a few days shy of retirment.... I love you and pray for all of us to pull through this stronger. Even if your home is not going to burn down within the next 5 minutes, I hope and wish everyone that reads this to walk away (or click away) from this thinking and knowing how good they have it (not that your all selfish pigs....<< >>. Message me back if you have something to say, or if your bored, or not if you really don't like me but have me as a friend for the 'total friends count'.

BE SAFE EVERYONE AND REMEMBER!!!!!!!! Life isn't worth living if you don't make it fun.